amethyst-rainbow

The dewy air fills my lungs Choking me like the hands of a scorned lover But I continue to breathe deep Knowing if I stop for just one second I might not be able to begin again So I inhale the sweetness Letting it rest in my heart, in every vein And I breathe, and I breathe Till I can smile once again

I'm standing here alone now Waiting for a call Someone to find me And somehow remind me Why I'm here at all It feels like it's been so long Since they went away Yet I'm still here I wish it was clear But they didn't say I no longer fear the darkness As it's all I see The empty black room I'm sealed in my doom I never will be free I long for people near me The ones I called my friends Not all these strangers Who say I'm in danger I guess it never ends And now there's no way out And all I do is shout But all you do is stare I doubt you even care

It can conceive a thousand thoughts Create the feelings that we once lost After it all, the lies, the guilt Broken relations can become built Years of anguish and lost faith All it takes to wipe the slate Fights and fears seemed washed away No matter how much you hurt or betray The tiresome words of a desperate lover Trying to tell you there's no other The final goodbye of the condemned man "I'm sorry" makes the past a dealt hand